today

i finally met emily's parents who would perhaps hate me based on the fact that i personify what they thought their daughter would outgrow and obviously didnt.

they seemed ok with me, talked to emily's mom for like 15 min.

then we went upstairs and hungout for awhile, just talking. we eventually layed (correct english what?) together in bed, bullshitting, listening to music, holding each other, and i suddenly was aware of how nice it was, how happy i was. like, the sensation kind of rushed through my whole body and everything in me felt tingly because i was so happy and like her so much. so i kissed her. and it was nice. everything just kind of fit.

she just fits.